Chanel

Self hatred grows in me like your cancer,
I can’t locate its whereabouts but it's feasting on its host.
I expected him to have the answers.
I thought I taught him how to love me;
Now he fears me like a ghost.

Self-fulfilling prophecy,
You’re the only guaranteed loyalty;
In this world
Full of violent mothers,
Cheating fathers,
Leaving lovers.
I swear to you, I’ll never love again.

This hunger grows inside me like a tumor,
The dizziness just compliments
This failure of a girl.
I’m settled now,
This show of mine consumes me,
But every pound I shed
Speaks volumes of my lack of self control.

Self-fulfilling prophecy,
You’re the only one that dare speak the truth about me;
In thisworld, with
 faling mothers,
 binging daughters,
 selfish lovers.
I swear to you, I’ll never eat again.


 Self-fulfilling prophecy,
You never fail to comfort me;
In this world, filled with
Violent mothers,
Cheating fathers,
Leaving lovers.
 Nasty brothers,
 Hungry daughters,
Starving daughters,
 nasty lovers.
I swear to you, I’ll never trust again.


But sometimes I'm human.. sometimes  I EAT



I've been used by guys I've been hurt by girls
 I've been left by my mom and cursed by the world..
 So I try loosing weight, wanting o be perfect
Waiting for somebody to tell me that I'm worth it


(I wanna die, I wanna fly I wanna fly)