Chanel

I just tried to stab myself in my stomach but I was to weak no blood came so I cut instead..(punish for eating kina food without purging. I'm buying laxatives tomorrow! 

I can't live with this belly no f*cking way! If I don't start to burn fat and starve I am going to never ever see anyone and/or kill myself. I'm so high of the valium and sleeping pills but still I can't sleep my panic attacks has stoped.

But I still want to cut all the fat out of my body