Chanel

Dear Diary

I been unable to log in bf. They said wrong passport and ect but now it logged in it self..

 

Monday I've been on the road for about 50h. Been so drunk,high,sad,falled over 50 times..

 

I have so much toughts but i don't have The energy to wright..

 

I'm here with my best friend i love her so much! But she goes to school so i have plenty time with malifincent..(The dark/black toughts)

 

 

 

protoje/lana del Rey witch road to start to take My frist step on?

 

Chasing The amarican dream or become ras tafari and get Jah love? Be free be natural, be me!?

 

Or try to get rich,happy,loved,skinny,a mother or die(and suffer) trying?