500
From now on it's max(MAX) 500 calories a day!
I've added 1+1 and I should be back at my lw in 4-7 weeks, even if I lay in bed all day!
And then if I eat 200-400 calories a day I should reach my UGW in 5-7 weeks after that.
So If (ONLY IF) I stick to this plan that Dear Ana so thoughtfully gave to me, I will reach my UGW earliest 1 September and latest 13 October. But ofc it's different for everyone. So we will see.. I will try to survive day by day, not try to kill myself and I will truly try to stick to my plan! I will not break Anas rules.
IF I do, I'd have to puke until there's nothing, nothing but water. Or over (really) exercise or just kill myself.
CUT(but I don't want to be uglier than I already am so please no cutting). If I just follow the rules, take my pills, maybe try to buy some dope, smoke my cigarettes and drink my diet cokes..
Then I will be okay! Then I've reach my LIFE GOAL. THEN A I'M READY TO DIE
Or if I want to, if I'm "happy" I will go to to rehab with DBT for my borderline, eat healthy vegan food, have a underweight that's" normal" like 40-50 kg.
Then I will study, travel, move to the US, then France and drink Champagne everyday for breakfast.
3-10 years later I'll marry some awesome rich guy, have beautiful babies, have all the Chanel things there is, smell like Chan No 5 and be HAPPY.
Be me, be a lady, be a mother, be wife and be somebody..
Get thin or die drying, get rich or die trying..
Get happy or die trying
I've added 1+1 and I should be back at my lw in 4-7 weeks, even if I lay in bed all day!
And then if I eat 200-400 calories a day I should reach my UGW in 5-7 weeks after that.
So If (ONLY IF) I stick to this plan that Dear Ana so thoughtfully gave to me, I will reach my UGW earliest 1 September and latest 13 October. But ofc it's different for everyone. So we will see.. I will try to survive day by day, not try to kill myself and I will truly try to stick to my plan! I will not break Anas rules.
IF I do, I'd have to puke until there's nothing, nothing but water. Or over (really) exercise or just kill myself.
CUT(but I don't want to be uglier than I already am so please no cutting). If I just follow the rules, take my pills, maybe try to buy some dope, smoke my cigarettes and drink my diet cokes..
Or if I want to, if I'm "happy" I will go to to rehab with DBT for my borderline, eat healthy vegan food, have a underweight that's" normal" like 40-50 kg.
Then I will study, travel, move to the US, then France and drink Champagne everyday for breakfast.
3-10 years later I'll marry some awesome rich guy, have beautiful babies, have all the Chanel things there is, smell like Chan No 5 and be HAPPY.
Be me, be a lady, be a mother, be wife and be somebody..
Get thin or die drying, get rich or die trying..
Get happy or die trying