dreams,pain,pills and movies
No food.
Dear Diary! Today has been 2-3 out of 10. I went to bed at 6 am and woke up by 10-11 am because of the laxitives.. Witch didn't gave much result anyway.. Today I've been drinking 33 cl regular Coke (139) and About 1L lightdrink(15).
I had a half cup of pukka cleanse tea, now it's been soaking all day witch is good, but it's cold and not very enjoyable. But It's good for me.
I'm in so much pain today! Been in bed all day, even smoking in my bed (my mother had been out most of the day and still is). I've taken strong painkillers, diazepam and a lot of pain & muscle relief cream.
I did some guided meditation and slept for a few hr. Today I watched 3 Saw movies, now I'm reading "eldvittnet" and think I'm watching the rest of Jigsaw tomorrow.
I'm in so much pain, no exercise for me, my legs hurts so much. I think I don't have any muscles.
I'll try stay away from food tomorrow so I can be like Cassie again. " - I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely"
But we'll see.
Good night
xoxo Chanel
Feet don't fail me now, take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take, but I'm hoping that the gates they'll tell me that I'm fine.
Don't make me sad, don't make me cry I'm so emotional I don't know why..
Choose your last days this is my last time, cause you and I We Were Born To Die
Dear Diary! Today has been 2-3 out of 10. I went to bed at 6 am and woke up by 10-11 am because of the laxitives.. Witch didn't gave much result anyway.. Today I've been drinking 33 cl regular Coke (139) and About 1L lightdrink(15).
I had a half cup of pukka cleanse tea, now it's been soaking all day witch is good, but it's cold and not very enjoyable. But It's good for me.
I'm in so much pain today! Been in bed all day, even smoking in my bed (my mother had been out most of the day and still is). I've taken strong painkillers, diazepam and a lot of pain & muscle relief cream.
I did some guided meditation and slept for a few hr. Today I watched 3 Saw movies, now I'm reading "eldvittnet" and think I'm watching the rest of Jigsaw tomorrow.
I'm in so much pain, no exercise for me, my legs hurts so much. I think I don't have any muscles.
I'll try stay away from food tomorrow so I can be like Cassie again. " - I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely"
But we'll see.
Good night
xoxo Chanel
Feet don't fail me now, take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take, but I'm hoping that the gates they'll tell me that I'm fine.
Don't make me sad, don't make me cry I'm so emotional I don't know why..
Choose your last days this is my last time, cause you and I We Were Born To Die