Dear diary..
You're my only friend right now.. Except for her, Mia. I hate it she was allover me last night and im still paying for it.. I'm still in the hospital went shopping yesterday 1 dress and a top then food.. I feel so lonely being here without help. I hate everyone who's working here.. And they dont like me, they made that clear. I just wanna become small. To have the weight my outpatient doctor think i have; 45 kg. She most be kidding or atleast lie! How can i look like 45 kg when im 50++ but feel more like 60. I wanna scream, i wanna cry i wanna fly!