-24,0 kg to go

I woke up by my "mother" she made me cry right away...
I just wanted to die! Luckily I stepped on the scale and I'm 01 kg less than yesterday.
Very surprised bco my breakfast yesterday. But after that I starved the rest of the day night, this morning and now no lunch :)
I want to die, I feel like shit, I really wanna be at the Damian Marley Concert the 17th of July.. I really need it, but I can't go I just can't. I want it more than anything, but my dark side wont let me.. And also I have to much social fobia and I'm too ugly to go to Stockholm! Not just Fat. MY FACE, my hair, what do wear not going don't care!
I do care, my life has been stolen away and only A can save me..
DO YOU HERE ME NOW?
Love
Yours forever Belle Coco Chanel