Chanel

- Leave me the hell alone!

 

Dear Diary..

I've been eating far to much the last 2 days! I've been purging and taking laxitives, but not enough..

 

I have to step up my game now if I ever gonna reach my GW! It's taking far to long and I def don't try hard enough.

I'm to afraid to step on the scale so god knows how much I weigh now.

 

I hate this! I hate my Bmi, my body and all my numbers.. I just wanna lie in bed and starve until I'm down at least 10 kg.

But i can't.. I have meetings and obligations this week.. 

 

 

I'm at my cousins house now watching person of intresset.

Tomorrow is my last free day.. Oh no it's not, cuz someone from the social are coming home to me to plan where i should live untill i get into rehab.. 

 

 

Good night