always worth it





Drunk(ish)... It's morning for most ppl but not for me..
I feel to empty to feel the true urge to selfm***** And I have an annoying mf that will destroy my "master# plan anyway.. So maybe I should just finish the champagne bottle(no its not sparkling wine dhöööh) with my benzodiazepines and sleep? Make it trough another day? Why not, I can go anytime, anywhere..
I cant say that I feel good but I feel better, thank you "Royal Riviera" for this feeling.
Maybe I get to/want to live after all!? Or I hate your guts tomorrow and smash u in my mothers head? Like;
Happy B-day, I hate you "mother" :)
xoxo...