F:ed up day
Is this a joke or is this my real living nightmare?
I don't belong anywhere I have no one and I hate everyone
The treatment centre for ED and BPD etc. denied my application WTF!?
And im not sick enough (and I don't want to) be in the psycho ward..
My one and only little dark light was taken from me today! I can't explain in words what this means for my future and how this makes me feel. Today I was in town all alone for a few hr. I guess I should get use to that. It's just me and me now
I see the blood in your eyes, mirror on the wall here we are again.. You see the truth in my lies, you see there's nobody by my side
Today I ate way to many cal again.
1 or 2 Nutricia (don't remember..), 1 big Frappino Fruit, water, gum, juicewater(50), green tea
I don't belong anywhere I have no one and I hate everyone
The treatment centre for ED and BPD etc. denied my application WTF!?
And im not sick enough (and I don't want to) be in the psycho ward..
My one and only little dark light was taken from me today! I can't explain in words what this means for my future and how this makes me feel. Today I was in town all alone for a few hr. I guess I should get use to that. It's just me and me now
I see the blood in your eyes, mirror on the wall here we are again.. You see the truth in my lies, you see there's nobody by my side
Today I ate way to many cal again.
1 or 2 Nutricia (don't remember..), 1 big Frappino Fruit, water, gum, juicewater(50), green tea
After 00:00 (now) 2 pears, 1 Nutricia(300) and gum while watching Paradise Hotel
