I turned skeletons into goddesses and looked up to them as if they might teach me; not to need, not to want
Im so full it feels like im going to explode! I got denied by 2 online restaurants but then one finally delivered.
I ate 2 BIG MEALS and had 3 sugary sodas! I want to die now, I really do. I feel sick want to take some benzodiazepines but im so full. Drank a whole lot of laxative syrup to down my bulimia meds. Hopefully in a week or bf they'll be in my system again and 'll be in control again
I have to puke! No I don't want to, yes I do, I need to but I don't do that anymore
and then my pills and laxzatives will be a waste. I can't almost breathe, this is pure torture! Starving is nothing comparing to this! I'm in to much pain to even feel guilt or have anxiety over this yet...
I wont eat until next week, I wont step on any scale until next week,
“We held hands when we walked down the gingerbread path into the forest, blood dripping from our fingers. We danced with witches and kissed monsters. We turned us into wintergirls, when she tried to leave, I pulled her back into the snow because I was afraid to be alone.” - Wintergirls/Ana*
I ate 2 BIG MEALS and had 3 sugary sodas! I want to die now, I really do. I feel sick want to take some benzodiazepines but im so full. Drank a whole lot of laxative syrup to down my bulimia meds. Hopefully in a week or bf they'll be in my system again and 'll be in control again
I have to puke! No I don't want to, yes I do, I need to but I don't do that anymore
and then my pills and laxzatives will be a waste. I can't almost breathe, this is pure torture! Starving is nothing comparing to this! I'm in to much pain to even feel guilt or have anxiety over this yet...
I wont eat until next week, I wont step on any scale until next week,
“We held hands when we walked down the gingerbread path into the forest, blood dripping from our fingers. We danced with witches and kissed monsters. We turned us into wintergirls, when she tried to leave, I pulled her back into the snow because I was afraid to be alone.” - Wintergirls/Ana*
- Mia
*You are not my friend. We don't do friends A and I, all we do is loose
And now when we finally lost you we can loose until we are Deadly Frozen