I will protect my own!
Dear diary
Today has been a very boring and unpleasant Saturday!
I woke up in the middle of the night with the worst pain, but it's gone now! Been sleeping, to tired to even watch series. Now I feel a bit energized!
I just took a shower and I thought to myself why does my life has to depend on anyone?
Why should other peoples actions determine my destiny?
Yes they are stupid idiots, they do wrong and they are (trying) making me worse. But if I turn this around now!?
Become stronger! I can't depend on other ppl or medications. I have to use other tools! No matter what they say or do to me I can still reach my UGW and stop over eating! Or If I wanna have the brightest future I will!
I will try to be strong now.
For Ana, for Staffan and his family,for my dreams,for Jah,for my life,for my future love and children but most of all for myself!
XOXO
What a mad world, I'm not glad to be in it! But I got a purpose and I’m starting to get it..
And I won’t stop until I’m gone
And I won’t change what I’m doing ‘til I’m done
I’ve got time and I plan to go with it
I hope I’ll come again
Yeah I know but until then..
If you see me forgettin’, forget who I am..
Just try to remind me put up your hands in the stands(lion paw)!
If you see me cryin’, if you see me alone..
I wish I could appreciate the chance of livin’
I realize that it’s all about givin’
I will stand in the sunshine
But always know that the sun is not mine
I’m tied in to the darkness and the dreams of promise-land
The wind in the trees and the waves in the sand
But what if I’ll come again?
Yeah I Will but until then..
If you see me forget me forget who I am
But if I slip, get lost upon de trip
And if I lose a grip on reality, beg you do not make me drift
It is not as if, because I have a gift..
It don't mean I could not take some good advice
If you say sister, take a tip;
Like maybe this, one too many spliffs, one too many sips,
one too many pills. Not enough sleep and too much meal I've skiped,
sometimes to escape..
Sometimes everyone need a lift!
