Just kill me please
I never meant to depend on you, or anyone
Because i promised myself that i would never feel this way
But now maybe i need you
Like the earth needs the SUN to see another day
So now when I don't have you, or anyone, or anything all I have is myself.
And today I hate myself so much that I want to die! But I can't, im. In The psychoward... And if I selfharm there'll be no leave and then I can't self medicate..
I've lost everything, not only you, every f'king thing untoucheble or material, people,myself,hope,treatment,dignity,(not enough!) weight. I've lost control of My hunger feelings/food intake but most of all of my feelings. I cry or dry cry myself to sleep everyday.
I can't even finish my fruits.. Had 1 mini apple I feel sick, I wanna cry I wanna die, I wanna fly
No they don't..