Chanel - The lion in the corner..

The lion in the corner..

I don't know what to do, but sleep.. They've now taken away 2 more medication that has helped me from binge eating. Some of them are very addictive so they are really breaking the law by just taking dem off and really risking my life..

You have to take smaller doses day by day...

This has results in; I'm back here, I gained weighet, I've had 11 nutricia drinks and 2 fruits.. FML!

And when I was home I eat like a pig! If i have so much anxiety or anger I can't stand I have only have legging an and zyprexa injections.. But that medication(zyprexa/Olansapine) make almost anyone gain 10k in a month. I would gain like 30 kg if I took it everyday..

I just wanna leave here and get treatment and a Doctor with sence!

Here in the psychoward they don't give a dam about my ed! They just think I'm borderline, Instable,emotional and think I should only have fattening medications.(like mood stabiletion medicine)

Have to wait until Monday to see the doctor again or even later..

I can't believe she didn't even told me that they would take it off and leave me with nothing but pain,depression,hunger,anxiety,suicidal thoughts,fat,Nutricia,smoke and broken mirrors

If I gained more/or binge I will...

I don't know, I could do anything!