when the food eats you

I've been gone for a week.. I feel so much, I feel so empty, i feel so lonely and I feel so FAT. Looks like I put on 10 kg but i guess maybe 3 kg (atleast)! F!!! 
 
So what do I do? 
- i eat
 
ANA I neeeeeeed you now, I'm getting fatter by the minute..
 
- You put your fingers in the back of your throat
In hopes you can gain what you have already lost 
control
But you are lying to yourself 
Because you never really had it
 
 
 
 
Upp